Lucas Life.....

BBQ

2009-08-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

Well my bbq was quite a dissaster i think, many ppl didnt turn up, all ps me sia:(
so sad, im not goin to organize anymore stuff in future=)
Got take some picture will upload when i can cause blog also like shit nowadays i cant like bold the words change font size the colour add pic and all i dont know why also, anybody facing the same problem????

Maybe making birthday bbq=)

2009-08-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS
28AUG I MAY MAKING BIRTHDAY BBQ
IS ON FRI, PLEASE DO COME I WANT CONFIRM WITH HOW MANY PPL COMING
I ALSO NEVER ORGANIZE BBQ B4 SO PLEASE DONT DISSAPOINT ME=)

Fuck Up day

2009-07-14T03:09:00.000-07:00

Today was the most fucking day ever CAN!!!!
got a msg around 2plus in the morning from my model say she cant make it today
i was like WTF, last min how to find model i straight away wake up sia use com find model but also cant find, i still msg alot of gals lor all same ans "cannot" all got something on then still got bad hair day today,LOL
When reach sch find model like dog like that takes like an hour and a half to find a model,lucky my friend help, after that still sway got a curly hair,OMG cannot be more worst lor but luckily i managed to do quite well just hope i will pass:D

Super Awesome day

2009-07-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

Today i went sch like this,haha ppl was like staring,LOL then when i reach sch got hair fashion the senior lah, they say WAHHHHH!!!!!! like street fighter but eventually i comb down my hair because i know if my teacher mr chua see my hair like that he sure want to cut it,haha:D

OK let me tell you something this is the best CHINESE MEE GORENG ever
is located somewhere in khatib,lol:D

Stella so pretty:D and model needed

2009-07-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

Today i saw stella sia

she like so gorgeous can,LOL

i want get close with her,i dont care:DDD

oh yah i actually got chosen to be in world skill

so good lah i need start practising my cutting and blow drying more often

im so happy lah and also proud of myself lah,LOL:D

and who knows i may be the best among the top few

and may stand a chance to go LONDON my dream place lah

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.........

Anyway i need 3 models for One length haircut,please let me know if u are interested

but if u dont like one length my teacher will cut layer back for you is just that is goin to be shorter, so if you dont mind tell me i will appreaciate it:D

Is over i think

2009-06-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

Ok im really upset NOW!!!!!
fuck man i really hate this feeling but wat can i do,im so sad
U and me we got no chance lah, is so obvious
I really wish i can get over you quickly.............
i just dont get it u can give some other guys a chance but not me
i really dont know wat to do or think now, just feel fuck fuck fuck up:(

fourth song coming soon

2009-06-24T20:31:00.001-07:00

YO YO YO ppl sorry for not updating cause there is nothing to update lah,haha:D

well firstly i have to complain holiday very boring,haha

the other thing i love the weather so cold,haha is nice:D

anyway 2day outing and 2morrow date with xueting was cancel,so sad:(

hope to meet her soon, miss her badly lah.......

Oh yah by the way ive been writing a new song,lol well the music is all there but no lyrics

well soon lah this will be my fourth song,im impress with myself,LOL

actually got alot song i wrote but all without lyrics:D

and tonight is St james, i feel like goin still thinking sia

alright so ppl if anything u can always contact me,hahaha:D

till then take care........

hope all money drop on the sky

2009-06-17T18:32:00.000-07:00

Alright holiday have started for me
is been bored i have to say
well yesterday my frend jia bao came over my place learn guitar
and talk cock abit thats all,haha
And anyway i got my model her name is Samantha Chua,LOL
thanks lah appreciate it alot:D
Then today change of plan not goin out,haha
never mind lah i also need save money for my date with my precious Xueting,LOL
I love you to the max......

Happy and Happy

2009-06-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

WELL im quite happy lately,haha:D
i got good result for my haircutting so happy......
then chat with Xueting my Darling goin to have a date with her soon, ILOVEYOUSOMUCH:D
Alright one thing i must complain the weather is freaking HOT!!!!
im dying sia,lol
oh yah and today i almost got kill by a fan blade,OMG
I was styling my hair then out of sudden the fan break and start flying here and there,lol
so lucky never hit me:D
Nowadays i feel lonely sia in school,so boring sia
hope things will change for me.........
Well i just want to smile always

Good news im happy:D

2009-06-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry ppl i never blog for quite sometime,haha

lazy lah,MUAHAHAHAHA.......

anyway today very sian day go sch do NAFA test shit man,,lol

then 2.4 run OMG i want die sia i long time never run lah,haha but still ok lah not bad:D

but damn tiring plus the weather very hot nowadays,hais

Now I got headache sia,lol

I today received 1 good news so happy:DDDDDD

cannot tell is a secret.......

And this fri goin to have my haircutting exam

well i hope i can get high mark, i wanna be a pro hairstylist in the future,lol

Alright thats all folk

take care till next time:D

all i left is tears

2009-05-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today boring day go church after like a month never go
well i hate it, the ppl there like never talk to me also,sian lah
i dont 1 go anymore lah.......
but i dont know y when i go church i start to recall all my sadness and i feel like crying,seriously
to me no point telling anybody cause no one will understand 1 how i feel.
If u ask me i think im like all alone in this horrible world,OMG
I dont know why im getting more sad and sad each day
how i wish this feeling will go away and never come back 1
All i can say is that im Hurt, im Broke and im in Tears
but who cares im nobody to all of you
i dont even know why the hell i born into this bloody selfish fucking world in the first place
im like always getting bad news over and over again so bad luck child man I
how i wish i can go sleep and never wake up then no more sorrow
well enough said, maybe start EMOING again.....

Fucking Day

2009-05-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

Today jibai day lah, fucking whole class talk then the who kee lam talk to me then jibai MR.CHUA scold me infront of the class KNN make me paisey,FUCK MAN curse him lah......

i angry sia so unlucky lah, I hate when ppl scold me for nothing want

anyway i getting to hate sch more and more

is like i feel kinda lonely at times like WTF

Actually if u ask me i dont wanna sch anymore lah, is because ive been trying so hard to get in this course then half way quit is like WTH, so yup i wont quit......

NOW!!!!! finding new frends new clique that i can hang out with, hope to find ASAP!!!!!

Emoing continues

2009-05-09T01:20:00.000-07:00

Ive been EMOING for how many days already

im still sad by the news, shit man i wanna cry

I wanna a chance=(

i just wonder how long im goin to be like this

do u you know how i feel when i hear that news

im like fucking shock and sad lah....

I just wonder do you know how i feel, i hope you do=(

I really hope things will turn around for me to the good news

How to be happy sia everytime i keep thinking of this, i just cant get it out of my head, OMG

i think im goin to die by STRESS!!!!!

well i just got to say this i will not give you up.......OKKK

other thing is, i want to apologize to some ppl who feel sad for me yah

i just dont feel like smilling or talk to much

im really not in the mood,hais sorry ppl

Only sadness thats left in me

2009-05-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

Today at sch we all got see wat face shape we have

and im the only guy who have heart shape how cool is that,haha

other than that my mood is currently down, i just feel so sad about something

damn i dont know wat to do i want to be happy but just cant,hais=(

I dont feel like telling anybody but maybe some only know wat happen, i just feel like crying let all the pain and sadness go away but i know it cant help,dammit i seriously dont know wat to do.

At times i dont feel like goin to sch for awhile feeling like goin M.I.A but no i cant.

i seriously dont feel love by anybody tho like wat the use of living when everybody seems to hate you.....

How i wish i can be the riches and the most good looking one but im none of that,fuck man

My Xueting Darling birthday=)

2009-05-04T04:40:00.001-07:00

Today my Xueting Darling is officially 16,haha

I wanna wish her Happy Birthday may all her dreams come true....

Hope u have a great day today,hehe meet up soon alright lovely=)

and im really happy that u like the present i give to you yah, How I wish i can spent everyday with you, I will be the happiest guy,haha

Muack LOVE YOU.....

Xueting darling BBQ

2009-05-02T20:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday didnt overnight

cab home around 2plus if im not wrong,lol

cause it end early so yup everybody went home

it cost me 25bucks sia so expensive.

it was ok only lah yesterday but i pity Xueting the birthday girl sia, seriously

Im happy that you like the present even tho is not the expensive want but is the thought that counts right=)

im really sincere about it yah i went throught very hard time getting it sia, I really hope you like it=)

then Lewei didnt come,haha Xueting keep saying his my idol,WTH

i only like his hair very nice,haha

Oh YAH most important thing i didnt get lost sia,haha

i actually get there,haha

Im impress sia.....

hope i never get lost

2009-05-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

Later i will be goin East Coast Park for Xueting BBQ

but guess wat i dont know how to go there,lol

just hope i never get lost,haha

and most probably i will be overnighting there keep Xueting company,lol

but depends if fun i stay over if not i may go home,hahaha

today i think goin to be tiring day after i find east coast i still have to find the pit, WTH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Jamming session

2009-05-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today wake up at 8 then go bath then went out at 9.30 to bugis

i waited like 1hour for the rest lah,aiyo my leg so tired,haha

meet kaihui, fadli, chris and eunice go jamming was fun tho is been how long already i never go jamming,haha

chris sing his good tho, kaihui was the back up singer but halfway sue come so they do backup, eunice play bass,haha then fadli on the drum and his freaking awesome tho and lastly me on the guitar,haha=)

after that meet thunder then go for lunch then i go back home cause i no money mah,sad lah

and i been noticing that all guys keep looking at kaihui sia like what the fuck they stare like one kind sia i not happy sia,haha......

other then that is OK

More birthday coming up!!!!!

2009-04-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

Wishing Zhihui my friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

apologize for not singing for you birthday song and no cake

so let me sing here, here we go

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIHUI=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...........

hahahhahahaah=)

hope you have a great day

take care.......

Everybody hates somebody

2009-04-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today i wash my frend hair with real water and real shampoo,LOL

is quite fun i think i did quite well,hahaha=)

Well i got to say this Everybody hates somebody man

some ppl do hate me it could even be ur own family members or friends, who knows?

I came to realise, what chance do i have with u, im like so ugly, what the fuck im thinking sia

Should i give up or keep trying.........

Seriously i dont know???

Im confuse

when the time comes

2009-04-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

Alright firstly since i post in here i shall apologize in here
sorry to that someone yah i dont want any grudge against us=)
Today was quite bad day many problems got some good things also lah,haha
then my secret will be reveal soon i guess ppl are suspecting and some guess correctly,OMG
but who cares i know what i want, i just hope for the best.......
In time comes everybody will know!!!!

Tired tired tired

2009-04-25T16:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went sentosa was actually okok only lah hor

i anti-social cause im emoing,LOL

i slept at 2am yesterday then woke up at 7am damn not enough sleep lah

im super tired but cannot sleep sia.

then next week goin to be busy again with sch

and i think most probably this tues meeting BABYMOMO at woodland

buy present,LOL

schooling Mon to Thurs then fri rest cause is labour day and is my friend Xueting Birthday

She is goin to throw a big BBQ party next saturday and im invited,HAHAHAHA=)

goin to be super busy my friend.........

and i also got the class photo already,LOL

Misses the long hair

2009-04-24T17:51:00.001-07:00

I think im goin to start EMOING soon,lol

i thought of M.I.A but cannot now got school so cannot

everyday i see myself at the mirror i feel so sad sia my hair so short

how i wish it will grow faster and i mean really really fast,haha

I want my hair to be like that again,OMG is goin to take months lah i cant wait sia. Anyway i never go church like for how many weeks already ppl have been asking my bro where am i,lol. Well i guess im bz and lazy at the same time yah,hahaha

Jealousy is an ugly word

2009-04-24T02:39:00.000-07:00

another day of misery,haha

come sch so boring lah today dont know got wat thing at indoor sport hall

so stupid sia make me sit on the floor for how many hour and make my ass pain, aiyer

is very stupid after that go eat then go pool,haha:D

Anyway seeing you both always together makes me really really jealous, seriously, damn i hate being jealous man, i wish miracles will happen,lol

Everyday looking at you makes me happy but everyday looking at you with him makes me sad:(

i need a chance

2009-04-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

Im so freaking tired nowadays

lag of sleep sia everyday wake up so early wa pian leh can die,haha

i already got panda eyes sia,OMG:O

sometimes at sch also i yawn,haha i need more of my beauty sleep

and now some more the weather fucking hot lah AIYO!!!!!

i always sweating like pig,haha super hot lah i cannot take it sia

hope for more better weather soon,LOL

I also wonder when i should tell her my feelings for her, hmmmm..........

I just need a chance to prove=)

Miss my brother and sister

2009-04-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hello to my friends ive been bz with sch now

so wont be goin out often depends on my mood 1,lol

Sorry to my bro and sis for any inconvinient:D

i try make myself free for u guy yah

Call me if anything happen or text me yeah........

can always JIO me out 1 if i free i meet u guys yah

alright take care people:D

Miss

2009-04-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

DAY BY DAY i keep missing my long hair sia, so sad

i love my long hair:( i hope my hair can grow faster in 1 months time, please please:D

AND AND im in love with someone and i scare to tell her,OMG:O

first week of school

2009-04-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

Alright i pass my first week of school

freaking fun lah:D

I love my classmate alot and i mean alot i hope to see them more often sia,lol

even tho i get cut hair by my stupid teacher still i think is alright lah

i fogive him,LOL

now cant wait to go school again is soo soooo soooooo sooooooo FUN!!!!!!!!

Last day of holiday

2009-04-11T18:25:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW is the big day my first day of school at simei ITE,haha:D

im looking forward for the cafe i wanna see what food they sell

I will tell you all more what happen tomorrow but i gurantee you is goin to be boring with all the lecture by the teacher,hahaha

Now I really need of money sia, im trying to save all the money i can hope i can reach the target in time. So if u all know any part time job do tell me alright, thank you:D

Today i wont be at home will be goin out soon to enjoy my very last day of holiday after 5 to 6 month,haha im so excited:D

thank you

2009-04-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU SANDI YOU ROCKS! \m/ :D

AND THANK YOU LINDA TOO YOU ROCKS TOOOO........

Enjoying life before school reopen

2009-04-09T19:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was piss over some issue,haha

but im ok already now......

play game yesterday PAYDAY with my family:D

Then today i wake up 8.30 at 9 go down buy food for myself

when go back home i go eat after that drink ice-cream soda FLOAT,hahaha

then eat chocolate-chips ice-cream :D

and now doin nothing chatting with few frends.......

3 more days to school open im exicited and scared as well,OMG haha:D

The return of corrine:D

2009-04-08T17:50:00.000-07:00

Today sian i was sleeping

then i got msg from XIAOJESS say good morning and ask me to wake up around 7.30,sian:D

after that i cannot sleep already, so wake up use com,haha

And today CORRINE come back, so happy

"WELCOME HOME"

boredness and i miss you

2009-04-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

Alright today was boring didnt went out,lol

is like whole day using com:D

boring boring boring!!!!

alright have breakfast

Sramble egg and baked beans,lol

but still hungry after that,hehe

i got alot of appetite u know

Anyway i really miss Corrine alot sia,haha

cant chat with her on msn early in the morning,lol

cant wake till she come back tomorrow:D

The meet up

2009-04-06T00:56:00.000-07:00

Today i wake up so early at 8.30am,lol im so sleepy lah

when to bath and prepare until 10.30,haha

Long hor i prepare,hahaha........

then when to yishun interchange waited for corrine and rand they 15mins late:D

went to eat at the food court and after that go to mini toons rand bought water bottle,lol

then to POWER 9 to buy ear stick then walk2 at popular for awhile

After that then we go send corrine to singapore poly for her camp

DAMN i gonna miss her cannot chat with her on msn already until she come back on 9th

i hope she have fun and come back safely:D

AND MOST IMPORTANT THING SHE MUST MISS ME,hahaha........

So yup after send her i and rand when back home

And yah im sorry if im too quite,lol

im too sleepy and im goin to be sick OMG:D

sorry guys......

Guitar To Bass

2009-04-04T19:37:00.000-07:00

Alright yesterday i play bass for church,haha and it was my first time leh

and guess wat i did it man,lol

did a few mistake but WTH is still good and damn i think i get addict to bass:D

Hope next time i can play more,hehehehe........

And damn i got to tell you ppl the weather is freaking hot nowadays

and is killing me,OMG :O

I think im goin to stay home for few day, i dont think i wanna go out,hahaha

alright alright thats all yah

take care people.......

The Unborn

2009-04-03T18:48:00.001-07:00

Yesterday went out with BABYMOMO

i realise she getting shorter,lol:D

was quite fun lah,haha cause got me mah

Suppose to meet up with 2 more unknown guys in the end they pang seh us,knn

so eventually we just go head ahead and watch THE UNBORN,hahahah

which i think was quite boring talk only alot

After finish the show was funny we trying to find a good spot to take pic but all too dark,lol

so in the still end up somewhere and take pic that 1 also not nice

after that then cab home to khatib to send BABYMOMO first then me to yishun

when i reach home bad headache till NOW!!!!!

New Looks

2009-04-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

Alright people been bz this few days,hahaha

but i change my hair,lol:D

Calls

2009-03-28T21:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday seem to have a relationship prob,haha

all my frend keep arguing

at night Sabrina call me,lol

talk for awhile:D

Then today dont think i want go out to lazy,haha

Xinyi call me join her and her frend for pool:D

but nah i dont feel like goin out, sorry xinyi

so alright nothing to say already

i goin chill and relax at home NOW!!!!

Happy Birthday to MOMO

2009-03-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

This post is specially for BabyMomo,haha

Wish u a happy birthday gal may all ur dreams come true....

and also hope u have the great birthday ever:D

Im sorry cant spent time with u and never get u any present,lol

So Happy 17th birthday and do take care....

I should move on and never look back

2009-03-22T22:35:00.000-07:00

At times i think being evil is better then being good

in this world everybody is bad only the minority is good

i hate to be taken advantage of, like please lah who like

and ppl someone say this once to me

"Never let someone be a priority in your life, when to them, you are only just another option"

When i think of it, i think is really true

Why the fuck I bother with u and wasting my time when the truth im like nothing to u

But ppl stop thinking of the negative side and think more of the positive

i know is hard but tried, cause im still trying

And to some ppl i may look like a bad person in appearance

but deep down when u know me well im a good person

so dont anyhow judge OK.....

So thats all

take care

Goodbye:D

dying from boredness

2009-03-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

Alright i got nothing to say actually

everyday i stay home using computer or learn song

cause i no money to go out so stay home,haha damn sian

Everyday only ppl call me or msging me only,thats all

but later goin out but to church,haha

super sian lah my life,lol:D

BORED BORED BORED

Jealousy

2009-03-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

So yah im back with my brand new colour hair,haha

is red now,lol :D

So alright too all people and friends

stop asking and telling me this "you are so handsome where can dont have girlfriend,u lied lor"

is not that i dont want to have a gf is because im waiting for someone OK

I do feel jealous and extra when i see my brothers all got gf then when i go out with you all i like the lightbulb and i hate that,seriously.

So stop asking me WHY OK.

Movie and Pool

2009-03-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went watch movie at dhauby ghaut

watch Coming Soon, i find the movie quite boring actually,lol

Then after that went park mall there play pool which also called billard

After that rushed home to celebrate my sis birthday:D

yup thats all

Big Argument

2009-03-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was very cool day,seriously
Morning and afternoon nothing special but at night 11 plus
Got argument between my family and the FUCKING malay neighbour,haha so cool
Argue argue argue until the son not happy want to whack my dad
NO shame lor the son my dad just finish operation still want whack,haha he watch out ah my dad terminator OK,lol:D

My sis call the police and she also take video,super cool lah
But cant upload it yah,sorry
But the things is im worried about is my sis and mum safety
Cause I know the malay family want revenged on them,hais:O
For my case and my dad and my bro,no prob
Whats the worst thing can happen get whack or die,lol
Look on the bright side at least no need to suffer in this world,hahaha:D
So yah then after the police talk to ask we go in our house then halfway
Don’t know which jibai relative of them come outside our house
Start finding trouble then say to my dad “ur daughter has been disturbing my mum”
I was like what the FUCK then some more then can ask Whats your problem
Cause to me it seriously don’t make sense
Is actually we should ask them whats their problem Nabei jibai I hope their whole family burn alive
So alright got some more happen but I forget,lol
So yah that’s all:D

Tv programe

2009-03-05T20:31:00.000-08:00

YO YO YO

im back,haha

yesterday i cant remember wat i do

all i know i was using com,lol

then at night i watch DONT FORGET THE LYRICS

freaking funny lah i laugh my ass off especially went they sing MACARENA

siala i cant stop laughing,lol until tears come out:D

After that watch Chinese drama the channel 8 Housewife Holiday

until 10pm finish Yiling call me talk for awhile only

after that she and sherlyn text me,haha

text me like until 12am after that they go sleep already

So after that i slack at home chit-chat with my sis and mum

talk to my sis until 3plus am,haha then go sleep

then today wake up around 7am sian sia, very tired:D

Happiness begins with you

2009-03-04T22:14:00.000-08:00

Alright my life is getting better ,haha

but if i would have you it would be perfect:D

And anyway to JO.EY i still say i love you more then you love me,haha

Im bored seriously everyday at home, slacking

no money cant go out so sian

then the carl's junior the job also never call me,haiyo

im finding job sia now so hard,tsk tsk tsk

So actually this is just a random post,haha

nothing to write about

So currently i have 3 songs of my own,so happy,lol

so if u all interested to hear come my house i play for you the song,haha jkjk:D

Alright thats all i have to say yah, still bored,hahaha

Good news

2009-03-02T22:56:00.000-08:00

so alright basically today nothing much

i wake up at around 9am go bath

then went out like 10am

went to woodland civic center the SATA clinic

and yeah my check up is clear

so relieve tho and of course happy yah:D

that's all

New Song

2009-03-02T01:40:00.000-08:00

A new song i wrote yesterday called tear's
i wake up in the morning at 7am writing this song
is a sad slow song but i say is nice:D

the lyrics
Tear's

Put yourself in my shoe
Then you feel the pain i feel
i feel my life is empty
No one's there to guide me through

(pre-chorus)
When i see your eyes
You give me the smile that i need
For that brings me hope
When i am feeling weak

(chorus)
Tear's is rolling down my eyes
Knowing you wont be here by my side forever
Im really lost with no thought
Maybe i should end my life then i never be hurt again
When all it ever bring Tear's

I cry everyday and night
Living my life in sorrow
My sadness is taking over
All i can wait is for a miracle

(pre-chorus)

(chorus)

(solo)

(chorus)

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2009-03-02T00:05:00.000-08:00

Last fri went out to meet belinda at sengkang, very long long journey

after that went dhauby ghaut the carls junior to apply for job,lol

saw my frend jonathan and sze yuan working

Last sat went to meet up with SKK YIHYANG

went somerset but then bored there

then went to esplanade there the underground to see ppl to breakdance and all

slack there for awhile

after that we go somewhere ( i forget where already,lol )

we no plan actually just went out to past time,haha

i saw some familiar faces

at the end when want to go home we almost get chase by 3 dog,hahaha but lucky never

I go church after that then went back home i dye my hair to dark brown

cause im sick of the same colour everytime,haha:D

2009-02-24T00:22:00.001-08:00

Im so scared and worried now

see doctor just now but i haven pass my test yet

the doctor say i got nail fungus,WTH

siala he give me medicine and 1 week to come and check

im so scared im may not get the hairstyling course because of this

i need go back next tue please please please pray for me that everything will goes well

SO WORRIED :(

2009-02-22T21:52:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl

i got good news,haha

me starting school on april, at simei ite hair & fashion design course

so happy:D

NOW i just need you baby to share my happiness with

I will wait wait wait and keep on waiting till your mine

I never fell in love with someone this much

I just hope you dont disappoint me:D

Most probably i goin find work

and earn some money,haha

so alright, thats all:D

Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T18:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day people

So alright another year of valentine and guess wat is still the same for me "ALONE"

dont expect much actually cause i know whats the outcome actually,haha.

My wish for valentine also never came true, never go out with jo.ey.lol :D

So i just want to wish those who are attach Happy Valentine's day

and for those who are not attach take it as a Bestfriend day:D

And not forgetting happy birthday to Jacqueline, tan jia min and Xinyi

Have fun and a great day

Take care

dinner

2009-02-06T19:57:00.000-08:00

later goin out to safra for cny belated dinner,haha

hope is goin to be fun and hope the food goin to be nice,haha:D

when dinner but b4 that i gave an old chi lady money to eat,haha so kind hearted hor then when reach safra wait like 1 hour for everybody to come,haha it was quite boring actually,haha:D

but thanks to theresa she keep me accompany by msging me,lol thank you:D

I only eat eat eat talk cock also lah,haha

we create some mini game to keep ourselve entertain luckily my table was fun

after that got some talking session and speak in chinese,lol i dont understand lor

halfway all the youth went out then marc msg me saying"GET OUT OF THERE"

so yah went out they play catching ,lol i never play so childish,haha

after that went in back eat abit more then i got ang bao from jerald,lol

then after that take cab back home:D

reach home around 11plus

yah and 1 more thing i saw YVONNE SOH before goin to dinner,lol

but never talk to her:D

so yah thats all ppl

Sentosa

2009-02-01T04:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went sentosa
with marcus,alfian,husaini,jonathan,hui xin,helena,kaiyuan,kevin,priscilla,sooraj and thiaga
was freaking damn boring lor go out with them,haha
meet them at 11.30 reach sentosa around 1 plus.
I jonathan and hui xin go off around 5pm cause to boring and they also like attitude.
We went VIVO the food court eat then after that take bus to woodland courseway point then reach there go time zone play game,haha
then after that send hui xin to the parents and i and jonathan cabbed home all i pay,haha:D
thats about it yah!!!!

Family outing and Dad birthday

2009-01-29T03:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went out with family to AMK
go eat then shop for awhile,haha:D

Then went to Sembawang shopping center
nothing much there quite boring actually,haha
go eat again then went to the giant store spent like $160 plus,haha
then my dad scold some malay fellow cause he keep staring,so funny:D
after that take 2 taxi back home,haha.
My mom,sis and me 1 taxi then my dad and bro 1 taxi

Reach home around 9plus.
at around 11plus we all go drink watching harry potter half way then change to jumper:)
then i die already,haha no lah i mean sleep

then today is my dad birthday,so happy birthday daddy:D

Ong bak 2

2009-01-18T16:31:00.000-08:00

When church and im damn sad didnt talk to anyone
after church my friend ask me go watch movie with them
so when dhauby ghaut the golden village to watch the Ong Bak 2
and i got to tell u the show is worth watching is damn cool yah:)

But didnt see Ah leong anywhere,haha
was finding for her cause she work there,haha:)

Outing

2009-01-18T05:42:00.000-08:00

When to meet jonathan and his girlfriend at woodland
then went orchard buy stuff then cabbed to bugis.
go 1 japanese restaurant and eat then go bugis street.
After that cabbed back to orchard till night then go woodland back send jonathan girlfriend.
then when back yishun then go back lor:)

Im freaking jealous to see them together, it just break my heart that i and joey not together
even jonathan say if i and her were together we will be a cute couple,hais~
Im just so sad lah feel like the end of my life...

(My ice-cream)

Wanting Valentines day to be special

2009-01-15T19:27:00.000-08:00

Valentines day is coming,lol

Hope YOU can be my valentine,u should know who:)

I want to spent the day with u,haha.

Last year was very horrible a lonely Valentines day so hoping this year will be special,I hope you give me a chance yah,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I COULD EVEN DIE FOR YOU:)

Change handphone

2009-01-12T23:17:00.000-08:00

My dad and i when downstairs to handphone shop,haha
Go change my N73 to Nokia 6500. Quite happy actually then my dad buy for me 4gb,haha
So now u all can call or msg me easily my handphone no problem already.
Anyway thanks dad and mum:)

I SMILE TO HIDE MY PAIN AWAY!!!!

East Coast outing..

2009-01-11T09:53:00.000-08:00

Was at home getting ready for church, i was very sad didnt talk to anybody but thanks moses for buying me drink even tho i never ask for it:)

Then after church meet up with my best bro jonathan and 1 of his frend at woodland. we take bus to Eunos then take taxi to east coast park,haha. When reach there go mac buy burger and fries. After that went to the bicycle shop to rent the bicycle,haha. We go ride till dont know when then stop for awhile go eat the burger and fries and chit-chat abit,lol:)

Then continue to cycle till 4 plus then return the bike we ride for 2 hours and none of us is tired,haha:)

After that cause we dont know how to go back to woodland we decided to take taxi from east coast to woodland causeway point, is damn expensive lor $19plus leh,haha but never mind.

When reach woodland again find for coffeshop to eat for our dinner and we manage to find a coffeeshop tho,lol.

When reach the coffeeshop first thing we see is WWE cause they were playing at the tv,haha.
so we go order food.....
This the food we order,haha:)

After eat go back causeway point find some stuff then jonathan frend meet the parent. So left me and Jonathan, we take mrt back to yishun and take bus 800 home,thats all,haha:)

Thanks jonathan my best bro and frend for goin out with me today or else i will be sad and crying at home,thanks alot guys:) And jonathan pays all the things today so nice lor,thank you very much bro forever:)

Sorry too little picture my phone siao2 cant take pic then battery flat,haha:)

Crying all over for you

2009-01-10T17:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i cry to sleep,hais~
i just feel so sad knowing that i and you are not together and will never be
I just cant forget you everyday and night is you all i can think about, I seriously dont know what to do now. U say everthing will have a good ending but i dont think so, If i cant have you then is nothing good. I dont mind if i dont get in to a course i like in ITE, I dont mind if my dream never come true, I dont mind to give up everything just to have you to me now your my everything and will always be. I seriously dont know how much longer i can go on like this.

Ive been so nice and sincere to you but still u you dont love me, I just dont know what to do now knowing that u will never be with me. I just feel like crying but i know is no use and no one will know how i feel - Crying when im typing this

THE FEELING IM FACING RIGHT NOW

sad
dissapointed
confuse
miserable

Now I just pray and hope for a MIRACLE

If you see this post call me, just know that i will always be there for you and love you!!!!!

The wait for the call

2009-01-09T17:02:00.000-08:00

Yesterday sleep at about 2am then today wake at 8am i need alot of rest seriously, nowadays I got a habit of sleeping late and wake up early,haha:)

Anyway yesterday Bukit Batok ITE call me and ask me whether im going to take the Multimedia Technology course but guess what i reject it,haha.

Now im taking the risk of waiting either hairstyling or retail course will call me.

If not i will have to wait for April intake,haha.

And yesterday was a happy day for me cause i spent all my time chatting with my beloved Jo.ey cause she was helping me doing the blog, she 1 sweet girl,haha:)))

And today i 1 to thank LINDA for helping me to put song at my blog,haha

Thank You:)

Anyway today i felt asleep at 1 plus,haha suppose to help my dad cook at last he cook alone:)

then wake up around 4 plus go bath after that style my hair for fun,lol

then go eat then use com,lol

All I think is you,hais~

2009-01-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

Today wake up about 7am, so early lah

i still sleepy actually but cant go back to sleep,haha

Im not feeling well tho abit fever,hais~

So i wont be goin out today,haha

I will just be staying at home slacking, eating crackers, use computer and lying at my bed:)

Ive been thinking about you everyday and night, I just feel without you

my life is EMPTY. All I know now is how much i love you but do you feel the same for me.

Do you know WHY i love u so much!!!

U are always there to cheer me up
U have a great personality
U are always sweet to me
U are a caring person
U have a great heart

I just think that you are the type of girl that every guys dream to have and I love you so much so i just hope that u give me a chance

I want to thanks my dearest darling Jo.ey for doin the skin of my layout and all yah love you forever:)