The Last Kiss Goodbye`

Sunday, August 30, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Well my bbq was quite a dissaster i think, many ppl didnt turn up, all ps me sia:(
so sad, im not goin to organize anymore stuff in future=)
Got take some picture will upload when i can cause blog also like shit nowadays i cant like bold the words change font size the colour add pic and all i dont know why also, anybody facing the same problem????

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @4:55 AM

Saturday, August 8, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

HEY PEEPS
28AUG I MAY MAKING BIRTHDAY BBQ
IS ON FRI, PLEASE DO COME I WANT CONFIRM WITH HOW MANY PPL COMING
I ALSO NEVER ORGANIZE BBQ B4 SO PLEASE DONT DISSAPOINT ME=)

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @9:22 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today was the most fucking day ever CAN!!!!
got a msg around 2plus in the morning from my model say she cant make it today
i was like WTF, last min how to find model i straight away wake up sia use com find model but also cant find, i still msg alot of gals lor all same ans "cannot" all got something on then still got bad hair day today,LOL
When reach sch find model like dog like that takes like an hour and a half to find a model,lucky my friend help, after that still sway got a curly hair,OMG cannot be more worst lor but luckily i managed to do quite well just hope i will pass:D

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @3:09 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today i went sch like this,haha ppl was like staring,LOL then when i reach sch got hair fashion the senior lah, they say WAHHHHH!!!!!! like street fighter but eventually i comb down my hair because i know if my teacher mr chua see my hair like that he sure want to cut it,haha:D

OK let me tell you something this is the best CHINESE MEE GORENG ever
is located somewhere in khatib,lol:D

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @3:57 AM

Friday, July 10, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today i saw stella sia

she like so gorgeous can,LOL

i want get close with her,i dont care:DDD

oh yah i actually got chosen to be in world skill

so good lah i need start practising my cutting and blow drying more often

im so happy lah and also proud of myself lah,LOL:D

and who knows i may be the best among the top few

and may stand a chance to go LONDON my dream place lah

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.........

Anyway i need 3 models for One length haircut,please let me know if u are interested

but if u dont like one length my teacher will cut layer back for you is just that is goin to be shorter, so if you dont mind tell me i will appreaciate it:D

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @3:54 AM

Monday, June 29, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Ok im really upset NOW!!!!!
fuck man i really hate this feeling but wat can i do,im so sad
U and me we got no chance lah, is so obvious
I really wish i can get over you quickly.............
i just dont get it u can give some other guys a chance but not me
i really dont know wat to do or think now, just feel fuck fuck fuck up:(

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @11:41 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

YO YO YO ppl sorry for not updating cause there is nothing to update lah,haha:D

well firstly i have to complain holiday very boring,haha

the other thing i love the weather so cold,haha is nice:D

anyway 2day outing and 2morrow date with xueting was cancel,so sad:(

hope to meet her soon, miss her badly lah.......

Oh yah by the way ive been writing a new song,lol well the music is all there but no lyrics

well soon lah this will be my fourth song,im impress with myself,LOL

actually got alot song i wrote but all without lyrics:D

and tonight is St james, i feel like goin still thinking sia

alright so ppl if anything u can always contact me,hahaha:D

till then take care........

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @8:31 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Alright holiday have started for me
is been bored i have to say
well yesterday my frend jia bao came over my place learn guitar
and talk cock abit thats all,haha
And anyway i got my model her name is Samantha Chua,LOL
thanks lah appreciate it alot:D
Then today change of plan not goin out,haha
never mind lah i also need save money for my date with my precious Xueting,LOL
I love you to the max......

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @6:32 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

WELL im quite happy lately,haha:D
i got good result for my haircutting so happy......
then chat with Xueting my Darling goin to have a date with her soon, ILOVEYOUSOMUCH:D
Alright one thing i must complain the weather is freaking HOT!!!!
im dying sia,lol
oh yah and today i almost got kill by a fan blade,OMG
I was styling my hair then out of sudden the fan break and start flying here and there,lol
so lucky never hit me:D
Nowadays i feel lonely sia in school,so boring sia
hope things will change for me.........
Well i just want to smile always

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @6:18 AM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Sorry ppl i never blog for quite sometime,haha

lazy lah,MUAHAHAHAHA.......

anyway today very sian day go sch do NAFA test shit man,,lol

then 2.4 run OMG i want die sia i long time never run lah,haha but still ok lah not bad:D

but damn tiring plus the weather very hot nowadays,hais

Now I got headache sia,lol

I today received 1 good news so happy:DDDDDD

cannot tell is a secret.......

And this fri goin to have my haircutting exam

well i hope i can get high mark, i wanna be a pro hairstylist in the future,lol

Alright thats all folk

take care till next time:D

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @5:00 AM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today boring day go church after like a month never go
well i hate it, the ppl there like never talk to me also,sian lah
i dont 1 go anymore lah.......
but i dont know y when i go church i start to recall all my sadness and i feel like crying,seriously
to me no point telling anybody cause no one will understand 1 how i feel.
If u ask me i think im like all alone in this horrible world,OMG
I dont know why im getting more sad and sad each day
how i wish this feeling will go away and never come back 1
All i can say is that im Hurt, im Broke and im in Tears
but who cares im nobody to all of you
i dont even know why the hell i born into this bloody selfish fucking world in the first place
im like always getting bad news over and over again so bad luck child man I
how i wish i can go sleep and never wake up then no more sorrow
well enough said, maybe start EMOING again.....

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @8:15 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today jibai day lah, fucking whole class talk then the who kee lam talk to me then jibai MR.CHUA scold me infront of the class KNN make me paisey,FUCK MAN curse him lah......

i angry sia so unlucky lah, I hate when ppl scold me for nothing want

anyway i getting to hate sch more and more

is like i feel kinda lonely at times like WTF

Actually if u ask me i dont wanna sch anymore lah, is because ive been trying so hard to get in this course then half way quit is like WTH, so yup i wont quit......

NOW!!!!! finding new frends new clique that i can hang out with, hope to find ASAP!!!!!

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @4:45 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Ive been EMOING for how many days already

im still sad by the news, shit man i wanna cry

I wanna a chance=(

i just wonder how long im goin to be like this

do u you know how i feel when i hear that news

im like fucking shock and sad lah....

I just wonder do you know how i feel, i hope you do=(

I really hope things will turn around for me to the good news

How to be happy sia everytime i keep thinking of this, i just cant get it out of my head, OMG

i think im goin to die by STRESS!!!!!

well i just got to say this i will not give you up.......OKKK

other thing is, i want to apologize to some ppl who feel sad for me yah

i just dont feel like smilling or talk to much

im really not in the mood,hais sorry ppl

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @1:20 AM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today at sch we all got see wat face shape we have

and im the only guy who have heart shape how cool is that,haha

other than that my mood is currently down, i just feel so sad about something

damn i dont know wat to do i want to be happy but just cant,hais=(

I dont feel like telling anybody but maybe some only know wat happen, i just feel like crying let all the pain and sadness go away but i know it cant help,dammit i seriously dont know wat to do.

At times i dont feel like goin to sch for awhile feeling like goin M.I.A but no i cant.

i seriously dont feel love by anybody tho like wat the use of living when everybody seems to hate you.....

How i wish i can be the riches and the most good looking one but im none of that,fuck man

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @4:28 AM

Monday, May 4, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today my Xueting Darling is officially 16,haha

I wanna wish her Happy Birthday may all her dreams come true....

Hope u have a great day today,hehe meet up soon alright lovely=)

and im really happy that u like the present i give to you yah, How I wish i can spent everyday with you, I will be the happiest guy,haha

Muack LOVE YOU.....

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @4:40 AM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Yesterday didnt overnight

cab home around 2plus if im not wrong,lol

cause it end early so yup everybody went home

it cost me 25bucks sia so expensive.

it was ok only lah yesterday but i pity Xueting the birthday girl sia, seriously

Im happy that you like the present even tho is not the expensive want but is the thought that counts right=)

im really sincere about it yah i went throught very hard time getting it sia, I really hope you like it=)

then Lewei didnt come,haha Xueting keep saying his my idol,WTH

i only like his hair very nice,haha

Oh YAH most important thing i didnt get lost sia,haha

i actually get there,haha

Im impress sia.....

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @8:02 PM

Friday, May 1, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Later i will be goin East Coast Park for Xueting BBQ

but guess wat i dont know how to go there,lol

just hope i never get lost,haha

and most probably i will be overnighting there keep Xueting company,lol

but depends if fun i stay over if not i may go home,hahaha

today i think goin to be tiring day after i find east coast i still have to find the pit, WTH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @11:21 PM

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today wake up at 8 then go bath then went out at 9.30 to bugis

i waited like 1hour for the rest lah,aiyo my leg so tired,haha

meet kaihui, fadli, chris and eunice go jamming was fun tho is been how long already i never go jamming,haha

chris sing his good tho, kaihui was the back up singer but halfway sue come so they do backup, eunice play bass,haha then fadli on the drum and his freaking awesome tho and lastly me on the guitar,haha=)

after that meet thunder then go for lunch then i go back home cause i no money mah,sad lah

and i been noticing that all guys keep looking at kaihui sia like what the fuck they stare like one kind sia i not happy sia,haha......

other then that is OK

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @2:02 AM

Thursday, April 30, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Wishing Zhihui my friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

apologize for not singing for you birthday song and no cake

so let me sing here, here we go

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIHUI=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...........

hahahhahahaah=)

hope you have a great day

take care.......

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @7:08 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Today i wash my frend hair with real water and real shampoo,LOL

is quite fun i think i did quite well,hahaha=)

Well i got to say this Everybody hates somebody man

some ppl do hate me it could even be ur own family members or friends, who knows?

I came to realise, what chance do i have with u, im like so ugly, what the fuck im thinking sia

Should i give up or keep trying.........

Seriously i dont know???

Im confuse

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @6:08 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I've tried my best to pretend .

Alright firstly since i post in here i shall apologize in here
sorry to that someone yah i dont want any grudge against us=)
Today was quite bad day many problems got some good things also lah,haha
then my secret will be reveal soon i guess ppl are suspecting and some guess correctly,OMG
but who cares i know what i want, i just hope for the best.......
In time comes everybody will know!!!!

Never Live In Fear I Knew I Die Another Day ，
YGoodbye @4:23 AM